воскресенье, 19 октября 2008 г.
all time nfl rushing record
Ugh.� Iapos;m so sick of being a fucking cow� 167.4.� Blah.� I better be 166 tonight damn it� I hate being so damn fat.� We were supposed to go to ANAD in Chicago today but we got like 18 inches of snow so we decided against it.� Hopefully next week the weather will be better.�
I havenapos;t talked to Leslie in a few days.� Oh well.� She hasnapos;t tried to call me either.� For some stupid reason I feel all depressed and anxious.� Grrrr.� Andie and I are still managing to keep ourselves somewhat busy lol.� There isnapos;t much to do here but I love having company even if we canapos;t find much to do.� Haha.� Whatever.
I still havenapos;t primed my room yet and I now itapos;s pissing my mom off but oh well.� I just donapos;t have the energy or the drive to do it.� Iapos;m still fucking tired and its 430pm� Ridiculous.� But such is life.� Iapos;ll take another nap.
Well, my mom decided to order chicken parmesean from Romas.� She offered us some and of course I�couldnapos;t say no.� I ate a ton.� Andie barely ate any pasta.� so of course I ate all of hers.� Ugh Iapos;m such a fatty� I purged on the side of the garage again.� haha it was like projectile vomiting lol.� It didnapos;t feel like I got much up but I weighed myself afterwards and� iwas 167.6.� Only .2lbs higher than this morning.� I want to be 166 tomorrow.� I need to get under 167� I wish I could just wake up and be back at 141.� But Iapos;m a fat cow and I�have no self control.� PIGGY� I just wish for once I would be able to fast for like a week or something.� I havenapos;t been able to do that since i was at Beccaapos;s in September� Gah.� I must lose weight.� I cannot and will not be this fat forever.� I refuse.� I need to get myself more motivated.
I plan on making monthly calendars on the computer with thinspo on it :).� And we can mark off the days and each write our morning weights on it.� Then we will be more accountable.� And it will be something actually written and of course, perfect thinspo� I�have a feeling itapos;s going to work.� It has to.� Because I canapos;t stand to be a failure anymore.
Gah.� I ate again.� Cereal.� Dumbass.� Then I�puked.� And weighed.� 166.6� haha.� Works for me.� Ugh but Iapos;m really dizzy now.� Oh well, such is life.� As long as I�keep losing it works for me.� Iapos;m making a weekly calendar with thinspo right now on the computer.� Love it� Andie and I�are going to record our weight on it everyday.� That way itapos;s something that we will see all the time.� So Iapos;m gonna make some more pages...
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